Reforming Familiar Feelings

When children experience mistreatment or neglect, it can change their DNA. It can change who they are. It can change what they expect from others, and from the world in general.

I’ve been thinking about imprinting. I've been thinking about how our experiences often become our norm. Even when those experiences are disappointing or painful, their familiarity can somehow oddly feel comfortable. We have dealt with this before, and we can do it again (the devil we know). For example, we might look for partners with whom we will repeat the same familiar feelings. We all might copy hurtful words and behaviours, even though we have found them unfulfilling and unproductive.

Regardless of our past, let’s find the happiest, warmest, most loving, most understanding and accepting people. Let's hang around them and soak up their loving words and actions, even if this feels awkward or unnatural to us.

Let’s get used to it.

Let us emulate them and create a new way.

Let us be the ancestors who infuse the DNA of future generations with healing and enriching love.

Considering Woke

According to Dictionary dot com, “woke” is described as

photo by Lucia Vergara

1. having or being marked by an active awareness of systemic injustices and prejudices, especially those involving the treatment of ethnic, racial, or sexual minorities

2. disparaging: as used by political opponents, of or relating to a liberal progressive orthodoxy

The goal of using this word in a negative way seems to be two-fold:

1. to discourage us from accepting others, and

2. to encourage us to participate in discouraging others from being empathetic

Is it woke to be aware of all of the cruel injustices in our history? Is it woke to preserve the records of the abuses of our ancestors? Is it woke to ensure that our children have access to books that shed light on the experiences of others, with the intent to promote greater understanding and tolerance?

If being woke is a bad thing, then we might feel reluctant to broaden our perspectives and entertain new insights that can lead to a more caring and accepting society.

3 Ways to Create Peace and Goodwill

This time of year, we hear many messages of hope for peace and goodwill. How can we contribute to these noble goals?

Astronauts have often described a powerful Overview Effect when gazing at Earth.

Earthrise (1968). Apollo 8 astronaut Bill Anders recalled, "When I looked up and saw the Earth coming up on this very stark, beat-up Moon horizon, I was immediately almost overcome with the thought, 'Here we came all this way to the Moon, and yet the most significant thing we’re seeing is our own home planet, the Earth.'"

Maybe we can see others as integral parts of our shared experience. It is an illusion to think that our fates are not inextricably bound together on our home planet. As we focus on our survival, our boundaries and divisions need to become irrelevant.

When we hear comments or opinions that are hate-motivated, we can decide not to repeat them to others. This can be harder than it seems. Out of fear, there can be an urge to align oneself with someone who is perceived to be powerful.

We can measure every thing we do by the amount of goodwill that we generate.

Our Voices For Change

Many interest groups are representing many causes, while creating movements, protests, and demonstrations. Some of these are well organized and well-funded. They provide voices to communities that have not been heard enough, and offer support in their pursuit of acceptance, fairness, and freedom.

Very often, their success depends on their singular focus. However, this necessary focus can create a barrier to understanding other groups.

As we help specific disenfranchised communities, sometimes we inadvertently allow more divisions to be created, or to continue. Each group can vie for limited or fickle media and political attention. As they struggle to maintain their hard-won influence and sustainable funding, it can be difficult not to see other groups as competition.

As my neighbour Ellen wondered, "How do we get all these groups to talk to each other?"

The answer is all around us. We are all in this together and, at our core, we all want and need the same things. When we look deeply, we can see how many goals we share.

Handling Envy and Jealousy

Seeing material goods or advantages of others can cause us to feel wistful. When this happens, we can look inside. By identifying our desired feelings of satisfaction, we can determine how we can generate those feelings for ourselves, in our own unique ways.

photo by 101dalmatians

When I focus on this approach, it makes it easy for me to be happy for someone else's good fortune. Their enjoyment can be the impetus for me to pursue more vigorously the experiences or things I want for myself.

Sometimes it seems that others are encouraging us to feel envious or jealous. Why might they do this? While we can't really know the motivations of others, there is always a reason for what people do. Maybe a lack of love or acceptance has created feelings of inadequacy in them, and they are trying to compensate by inflating their perceived worth with self-determined status symbols.

Instead of reacting (and buying in) to attempts to create an uncomfortable feeling in us, perhaps we can choose to open our hearts, and regard those around us with compassion.

We can also be aware that if we inspire feelings of envy in others, our deep warm connections can be limited. At our core, all of us want to be close. None of us needs to let feelings of envy or jealousy get in the way.

Fellow Travellers

I was on the subway, when two big handsome black guys sat down beside me.

They were chatting pleasantly in what seemed to me to be an African language. I was enjoying their wam enthusiasm.

It occurred to me that maybe, occasionally, their exchanges with some people in the city might not be pleasant. I thought I might add some extra cheer to their day.

The one seated closest to me was wearing a beautiful white hoodie. As I got up to leave, I said "I love your hoodie. My son wants one like that. He's a nice big guy like you."

They both beamed at me as I left the train.

Almost Helping on a Hot Day

I was standing in a long, slow line the other day, and a fellow ahead of me had several large cases of carbonated drinks piled high on a dolly. He had the demeanour of a delivery person.

We were waiting several minutes when, to pass the time, I rather boldly smiled at him, and said, "I suppose people sometimes ask you if you are very thirsty."

He looked at me seriously. I thought he was going to express discomfort, and brush me off.

But instead, he said, "Yes, I am really thirsty."

I was charmed by his honesty, and the irony of his situation. I had compassion on his plight because the line didn't move for another several minutes.

Later, it occurred to me that I could have picked up a small bottle of water and offered it to him, with a request that he give me back the empty bottle, so I could pay for it. I knew the cashier by name, and had her trust, so this would have been okay. It didn't occur to me because I rarely buy bottled water.

From now on, I can redouble my efforts to think of creative ways to be helpful.

A Plea to Connect The Dots and Respond

Almost every day, we see on the news that a young person has stabbed or shot someone, and when the investigation digs into their past, it is invariably very sad. They were often neglected or abused, and grew up feeling unloved and unwanted.

Many people suffer tragedies in their childhood, but somehow heal, and go on to live happy, productive lives. Very often, what makes the difference is that at some point, they have been heard, and learned that they matter - they have value. And along the way, they have learned how to love, even devoting themselves to others, so that they won't have to endure the same pain.

If all school children can be exposed to healing language, and have a chance to practise listening, and community-building, how much long-term suffering and violence might be prevented?

We can't know the answer to this right away, but surely it is vital to try to do what we can, when we have the opportunity.

An Empathetic Cat, A Kind Crow, and A Selfless Dog

There are thousands of astonishing stories of service and rescue animals defending and saving lives, and providing comfort and assistance in extraordinary circumstances.

photo by Elina Volkova

Even our pets can connect with us more than we know. Recently, while my cat was lying near my feet, I felt a wave of relief as an on-going difficult challenge was finally overcome. He immediately began to purr loudly.

I heard a story about a girl who accidentally made friends with a crow. Apparently, she had dropped some food, on a regular basis, and the bird happily accepted. The girl's mother suggested that they buy some food for their new friend. One day, while some distance away, the mother was taking photos and dropped and left behind her lens cap. When she got home, she saw the crow leave the lens cap by their bird feeder.

Some time ago, while my friend and I were crossing a street, my dog, in an instant, blocked our way so suddenly that we almost tripped over her. Right in front of us, a car turned abruptly. It came within a hair of hitting her. She had placed herself in harm's way to save us.

It is comforting to appreciate that we are integral parts of the natural world. We all benefit from the symbiotic connections of all living things.

Gnarly's Journey: An Overview

While this blog is usually devoted to insights about relationships and connections, I want to make a few observations about my book, Gnarly's Journey.

While the book is written with concrete examples and language, it is a parable. Two versions of society collide. There is pain and struggle, then redemption and triumph.

drawing by Eileen Samuel

A grumpy, bossy gnome gets stranded at the North Pole about a month before Christmas. What happens is a cultural clash with the elves, and the resulting chaos only begins to be resolved when his hidden pain is revealed. The happy result is far beyond his wildest expectations.

One of the reasons that I wrote Gnarly's Journey was to offer some ways to head off hurtful words and behaviour before they become entrenched, especially for elementary school children, who are forming groups for the first time.

When we know and accept ourselves, we can know and accept others. I believe that kindness and empathy can be fostered, and when these are experienced, they can be shared more easily.

Gnarly's Journey is a story with many examples of wish-fulfillment. Children can immerse themselves in a world in which they might want to live. They can imagine the warmth of the North Pole community, and be given words and actions that can help them to duplicate these positive and healthy experiences.

Many communities have figured out how to live without discrimination and intolerance, and with joy and peace, and a lot of fun.